I am very concerned that getting angry at God, telling Him off, and tearing the Bible means God will never forgive me. I have since seen the error of my way and even when I thought I had been doing God’s will before this incident, I was wrong. I had been baptized before all this happened. Will God forgive me now?
God knew every sin of your life before you committed any of them, and took them all to the cross where He paid for them. (Col. 2:13-15) Nothing you can do will surprise Him. As soon as you confess, you will be forgiven and the sin will be forgotten because the penalty has already been paid. (1 John 1:9)